becoming the woman God needs me to be
Scribbles dribbles observations.
Through silence music nature rain.
Rambling I got distracted.
I scrolled. It hurt.
To read your pain.
Fear as anger. Shout again.
Then in the middle of the shouting
Wisdom from a college friend.
Thinking through their path. This life.
“I’m not sure where I thought I’d be.”
Atop a mountain.
To just be still to look to see
Then be the voice that’s given me
Not to parrot not to shout
Not to bring more fear about
Not to fight or call them names
Not to spout out blame or shame
Not to to cancel block delete
But speak of God
I cannot change the world I see.
But I can change. I can change me.
And maybe that can change